|for female voice and two-channel tape
Moments of Laughteris dedicated to my daughter Sonja whose voice forms the basis for this piece. Her voice has accompanied my life for many years now and has brought me in touch with an openness of perception, uninhibited expressiveness and physical presence that I had long forgotten.
I have made recordings of her voice since she was born and from the age of four on, she has made her own recordings of stories and songs. Moments of Laughterutilizes these for the tape portion of the piece, tracing musically/acoustically the emergence of the infant's voice from the oceanic state of the womb: from the soundmakings of the baby to the song and language of the child. According to Julia Kristeva, moments of laughter are those moments in infancy and early childhood in which the child recognizes the "other" as distinct from the "self". They are the first creative moments that speak of recognition of self and place. The child expresses these moments with laughter.
A live female voice interacts with the tape, performing live. It tries to find its own language and music on the one hand, and imitates, reacts to, and plays with the child's voice on tape on the other hand. It moves through a variety of characters in search of a confident, strong voice. Moments of Laughterexplores the edge between the "wilderness" of the child's voice and the cultural formations of the female voice.
Moments of Laughterwas commissioned by the Vancouver New Music Society with the financial assistance of the Canada Council, and was first performed by Meg Sheppard. The poem "DADADO" was written by Norbert Ruebsaat.